Monday, August 1, 2011

Everyone Feels that Way Sometimes...

I feel like I've copped out.

 I've tried so very hard to keep my blog afloat, but I don't know if it's the right fit for me anymore. When I started my blog last spring, I was a completely different person. I was still in high school, still aspiring to be a doctor, and had a lot of spare time on my hands. I was able to put all of my effort and heart into establishing my blog and promoting it as well as finding subjects to actually write about. Now a days I'm working 7 hour days at work and I find I'm working on other pursuits during my free time. While at college I learned that I was actually a pretty good poet and joined a band thus those being my main pursuits now a days. I also want to work on my art and photography which I've been neglecting as of late. 

I don't know anymore. I've been so confused. I love fashion but I no longer feel like I can maintain a fashion blog. However, I still love blogging. So I'm still going to use my Tumblr to post things I like, and original poetry, art, music and photography. Here's the link

I don't know if this will be my last post, I hope not. 

Times I wish I were so small,
Invisible to the naked eye
Or maybe I should be so large,
So I could blend in with the sky.

To know it all would be too much,
But to know nothing would be a bore.
I catch myself acting one way,
But tomorrow I can be someone more.

Close my eyes, Wild Beasts in dreams,
My bed clothes tearing at the seams.
Which way does the tower lean?
Towards the wood! What does that mean?

-Catherine "The Girl in the Paper Dress"

Listening to: "Everyone Feel That Way Sometimes" by Computer Magic